well i typed my letter but i closed it. Woops. anyway my comp got hit with a walking stick. pretty hard in the elbow. some drunk guy or something just saw him and smacked him. if he were to hit me i would have either leveled him or javlened his stick 500 meeters.we have two or three babtisms not this saturday because of confrence but next. its gaby and josellin we didnt get to babtize them this week.
I sprained my frigging ankle yesterday.
Anyway i have nothing to say this week except for something thats been on my mind for quite some time. I have hated the Mtc experiance but i was going to stick with it and try the mision field. well i have and i dont like it. I can count the times i have cried (in my life) on one hand... i have cried everyday for the last 3 weeks. I havent liked serving. the spanish is comming and i know it will. Thats not the problem, i just dont like teaching. or contacting the people. the only joy i have found in the last week is dominating our cooks family at rummicube like 6 times in a row.my feet have blisters but thats kool.. i know it will pass. i have fleas. also rad. but i just havent found that joy of serving. i can honestly say that i think the only reason i am serving is to ge some hot chick later on in life that is ONLY going to marry a RM, grandma always counts me as her 56th or whatever person to serve in the family. and i honestly feel a huge obligaten to serve with mike and blaine and josh, and everyone serving.
on my sheets (I embroidered a saying across the top of a flat sheet) it says Life is not just to be endured but enjoyed. Im not enjoying it. I cant even study anything because i am so lost in other thoughts. I have prayed more about this than anything ever before. I feel i need to go home. But im sure that if i go home that i will....
I have talked to blaine a little about it trying to get a hold of mom or dad. so ya. i guess i will stick it a week untill i can get an awnser back. I just know that if i come home. im going to get alot of crap from everyone!!... because im from UTah.. and i HAVe to serve and such. I honestly dont have a clue what to do. But i do know that im not having fun, teaching, learning, or speaking.
On the flip side. around feb 14thish... i was 262... on march 17th i was 261. today. 13 days later i am 251. woot!.
anyway hit me up...
Checking out!Elder Taylor Wood
